Friday, October 22, 2004 - Friday, October 22, 2004
Why does everything just have to end up like this? Its going to be the end of this year and yet more complications arrived. Why can't it just be a peaceful depart, why does everyone make life seem so difficult when it all can be solved so easily?
All I need is a little bravery. I could have told her I didn't want to be forced to be doing something I didn't like. I could have told her I don't approve of what she is doing. I would have just screamed at her ear that she had better start changing, or else she'll be the one that ends up suffering. Oh..why do I even care? It's not my life..she can die if she wants. What has it got to do with me?
There is a broken trust between us somehow. How should I know how to solve it? I was not sent here as a guardian angel to solve such matters. I hate being the middle person. Can someone take over the job? I'd rather leave knowing that we have spent the last moment of our days together like we usually do. Who cares if we spent so much snapping pictures all the time, at least 3 of us appear together, even if it's not so nicely decorated.
So? Can we believe in each other again? Its only a matter of different perspective of thinking. We have to bear with each other once in a while. This is how lasting friendships stays forever!
Stay together..
11.20p.m