Tuesday, July 19, 2005 - Tuesday, July 19, 2005
I feel so guilt ridden today. Sobx*
Morning was waiting for the bus with ruoying. Then saw that woman whom I always see in the morning, think she is a nanny or something coz she always help to look after this woman's son. Then she was walking down the stairs today with the little boy. Then I saw her dropped something but I didn't know what. I thought she would realise and pick up or something.
But she didn't. I was
thinking whether I should go pick it up for her but then this other woman came and picked it up. It was then I saw it was a beidge purse.
That woman walked on pretty quickly and I
thought she was going to give back the purse to that lady. Then they walk pass me le then that woman who picked up that wallet did not return to her!! Then I shock diao. I mean, is she doing it on purpose? Like stealing? Or did she thought it belonged to no one?
That this is the stupid part. I saw it de lor! I was
thinking whether anot to go after her and get the purse back. I
thought too much. In the end the woman was nowhere in sight lor. She walk so damn fast.
Then I was like, uh oh. The worst thing is,the nanny woman went back and searched for it. I wanted to go tell her that someone took it but I didn't dare to. Her face
black black de. In the end, she came and ask me cox I think she sorta know I know something from the way I looked at her.
I told her what I saw lor, she told me inside got her IC (oh yeah, ruoying, you forgot to take yours), her ezlink and money! I so regret not chasing after that woman for her. She borrowed 80cents from me to take the bus. Then in the bus she kept emphasing that she will return me de. Make me feel more guilty lor.
Sick__ why everytime i also think so much? Should have just went with my conscience and do it!